Can you love the finer things in life whilst dreaming to help the poor?

I cannot help but find myself drawn to all that is fine and old. I want old buildings and houses to stay. Castles and palaces never cease to fascinate me. I love to add more vintage and antique clothing and accessories to my wardrobe. I enjoy drinking tea out of fine bone china tea cups. Everything that sparkles captures my attention. I accidentally choose the most expensive item (before putting it down) because I like it. Everything I like, unfortunately, is usually quite costly and is sometimes at the expense of the less fortunate.

On the other hand, the lonely, sad-faced men and women who wait on sidewalks do not go by unnoticed. I may walk quickly and appear unaware of my surroundings, but I know they’re there. I want them to have a home, to be well-fed, to feel safe, and most importantly, to feel loved. It becomes too painful to smile sympathetically at them and say, ‘I’m sorry, I don’t have any change,’ because one, it is true, and two, giving change is not necessarily helpful either. No wonder many walk by without casting a glance at them. How does it not eat at you, that you are better off than they, even if you make minimum wage and live with your parents?

I believe in doing my best to help the less fortunate. I know there are organisations that help the homeless and the abused, that would put the donations to better use and serve more people in need. I’ve been told that simply acknowledging the existence of people is the least we can do. A greeting or a smile can make a huge difference. So I try to do what I can by donating and volunteering.

Yet I constantly feel torn between both worlds. Those who share my tastes in the finger things in life think the poor are lazy or that only some people should be helped. Those who share the same passion for social justice and live more ‘casually’ think we/I live too frivolously. I am judged by what I wear, my hobbies, and my interests. It seems very few share my dilemma and I’m left alone to ponder which of these matter more to me. Which of these must I sacrifice?

The answer is obvious – the people must come first and the materialistic desires last. Yet I wonder if one can’t have both. Surely we are not born with desires, dreams, and tastes that cannot be put to good use?

So, dear readers, tell me what you think and what you would suggest. Is it possible to have both?

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Charity Spotlight: Dressember 2013

I found out about Dressember for IJM (International Justice Mission) 6 days late. Nevertheless, I was excited to take part since I wear dresses and skirts every day. Every day, we are to post a photo of ourselves in dresses to show that we are adDRESSing the need to end modern slavery. I am raising money for IJM to help them in saving the victims (men, women, and children) of violent oppression.

I would greatly appreciate any amount you contribute this month to the organisation. If you are Canadian, your donations will be tax-deductible.

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Let’s put an end to modern slavery!


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Parents & Bullying

This has been on my mind for a long time and I have to share something that may make many parents very uncomfortable. I will be using the terms child and children but it will include teenagers.

1. When parents encourage children to be bullies:

Many parents want to show their child how much they love him/her. They want to encourage their child to be the best. They are genuinely very proud of their child. Unfortunately, sometimes, their words and actions go too far. They put down other parents’ children.

“You’re smarter than So-and-so.”

“That kid must be poor.” (And therefore, dumb.)

“So-and-so is so fat like a pig / skinny like chopsticks!” (In other words: Thank goodness my kid’s not like him/her!)

“Wow, that So-and-so is a slut!”

“So-and-so won’t even be able to do well in life. Hahaha!” (In other words: My kid’s going to be the future CEO/President/Prime Minister/billionaire! All praises to me!)

Nasty remarks like that – maybe worse, maybe subtle, maybe unintentional. The child starts to feel good about him/herself because (s)he is better than someone else and not because (s)he is a special and beloved child like every other child. These parents are absolutely blind to their children’s faults.

There are times when I wonder if the parents weren’t the ones who’ve put their words into their children’s mouths. Or how and from whom did they come to think that in the first place?

Read: Could Your Child Be A Bully? (

“(Bullying) comes from home, from family members,” [Eva] says. “We hear our cousins and uncles talking crap about someone. We think it’s funny. We think it’s cool.”

2. When parents unintentionally contribute to their child’s bullying:

It’s hard enough to have to deal with being bullied at school. Schools should be an encouraging environment for all to learn. There are no stupid questions – or so we were told. Even teachers can let down their students by siding with the popular children.The home, therefore, is a safe haven – or should be. Yet even parents can unintentionally contribute to their child’s hardships, though they may have good intentions.

  • Strict rules (e.g. early curfews, no TV during homework time, no sleepovers, etc.) – Strict parenting can demonstrate the parents’ love for their child. He or she will thank their parents years later but right now, while they’re young, it feels like being in prison. It’s probably the worst thing for teens to deal with as their peers mock them for being treated like a child.
  • Not letting child shave or use makeup – That awkward adolescent phase is the worst stage in life, in my opinion. Appearances shouldn’t matter but it’s the stage when everyone is judged according to his/her appearance. Are they hairy? Do they look like celebrities (with makeup)? If you fail to look good around your peers and tell them that the reason for your failure is due to your parents’ strict rules, expect laughter. You’ve just been ridiculed and there’s nothing you can do about it.
  • Shameful Clothing – Children keep growing and keep finding ways to ruin their clothing. Sometimes, it’s too late to go shopping for new clothes or maybe there simply isn’t enough money to spend on new clothes that won’t last long. The clothes are still wearable, technically, but presentable? Nothing like small clothing and clothing with holes to have “I’m poor” written all over him/her. Beware of the rich kids.
  • Correction – The child’s had enough of being picked on that (s)he decides to fight back. Unfortunately, his/her parents walks in at the wrong moment and starts to berate his/her child. The bully gets away and leaves with the satisfaction that the opponent is in trouble. The worst part is when the parents say, “I don’t care what So-and-so did. Your action was wrong.” True, but what about So-and-so? Who will stop So-and-so?
  • Hurtful words – People lose their tempers and often hurl hurtful words at those whom they love or trust the most. So it doesn’t help when the parent calls the child the same word or words that the bully used. The parent may not know what they bully has called his/her child but the coincidental insult only confirms to the child that it must be true. Words can kill.


Granted, not all parents are responsible for their children’s words or actions. There are parents who are bullied by their own children (they are afraid of their children). There are parents who are unintentionally ignorant of what their child is really or can be like (playing the angel around parents, and the devil around others).

I conclude by saying that all parents must pay extra attention to this issue. It cannot simply be left to schools for counsellors and teachers to teach and to handle. Pay attention to what you are saying and doing. Be prepared to stand up for your child – but be civil with other parents.

‘Parents should be having frequent conversations about what’s happening at school, know who their children are hanging out with and keep an eye out for warning signs that something’s not quite right, [UCLA psychology professor Jaana Juvonen] says. “The parent’s role is really to be there as a buffer, be the one who listens.”‘

All the best to the bullied children.

With love from a former victim who speaks from her own experience and that of others.